With every passing day, I am closer to a big step in my life. On the 12 September, I will be moving to Stirling, Scotland to study English Studies & Psychology for my BA degree. I absolutely can’t wait and am getting more excited (and anxious) every day.

Once I’m there, I plan to blog regularly again. Today, however, is a day for goodbyes. I took a stroll through Borås the other day, and took photos of some things I will miss. Now, some of you may know that I do not feel at home in this town (and in Sweden in general) at all, but I still felt that it’s important for me to look back on some nice things before my big move, as I probably won’t come back permanently. I just haven’t had a good time here, so it’s time to say goodbye to it all!

The photos are sadly only taken with my phone, as I was unable to bring my camera that day. Sorry!


The view on the park across the river Viskan on a sunny summer day.

Two years ago, our town introduced a Street Art-Project, and as a result, a few buildings around town are all covered in beautiful street art! These two are my favourites, one of a Siren (or a girl in the water, but I prefer to think of her as a Siren) and one of Alfred Nobel. There is another one that I really like, but I decided not to post a photo, as I was recently told by my friend, that it’s supposed to portray male and female genitals. Now, to my defense – I had never seen the obvious penis because it was always covered by a tree from the angle I frequently drove past it, and it is a very beautiful, floral and bohemian-looking “painting”!

Siren Alfred Nobel

Now, more in line with what I usually post here, the following is a piece of prose I wrote in the middle of nowhere in Denmark, when I was on the way home to Germany for vacation. It’s on the topic of home – back then I definitely saw  Germany as my “home”, but right now, that position is still open! I am hoping Stirling will fill that space soon.


I always thought, that a home isn’t a place, but a feeling of comfort and belonging.

I always thought, that a home is independent from the city, that street names and landmarks are meaningless.

But as soon as I feel the polluted, but active, air of Cologne on my skin, my heart beats with every vibration of freedom, like a dance of every inhabitant’s breath, I feel life.

As soon as I wander the streets at night, I see the perfectly imperfect shimmer of life that enfolds every shadow, and every street sign leads me to a new pulse, like every vein leads to the heart.

I always thought a home was not a place, but I think I was mistaken.




for I am left in grief and fear


I see a light that’s coming near


please, take me away from here.

Take me to a place where I can bloom,

a place that won’t repress me

lift me from my gloom

a place where I can simply be.

Illuminate the darkest light

illuminate my hardest fight

illuminate my darkened sight.

I L L U M I N A T E myself.

Picture taken in Visby (Gotland), Sweden. May 2014

Travels to London and Paris, 2013


So, this is somewhat of a personal entry, I am going to neglect the poetry for this post, but I know some of you only come for the photography anyways. 😉 In 2013, I got the amazing opportunities to travel outside Sweden, Germany and the Netherland (which for me, had been the regulars) to two countries that I always wanted to visit – France and England! I had been in Bath, England before on a class trip, but London is an entirely different story. So, I am going to share the most memorable and beautiful photographs that I took during my ventures there. Bear in mind though that my photography is just a hobby. Don’t consider this to be attempts at professionalism, please. 🙂 I am so grateful for the time I spent both in Paris and in London, and I hope that these pictures will make you want to go there (or miss the places). Enjoy!

London, June 2013

Harry Potter Studios Tour

Harry Potter Studios Tour


Big Ben and House of Parliament


Seagulls on the Thames


London Eye


London Riverside

My dad also had photos from the Shakespeare Globe Theatre (inside and outside) and Platform 9 3/4 at King’s Cross Station, but I do not have them for some reason. Shame.


Paris, October 2013

We stayed in Montmarte, the painters’ neighbourhood in Paris. I feel in love with the proximity and vintage-feel to it. The stairs up that wretched hill are a pain, but it is so worth it. Many lovely restaurants and painters.


View from Montmarte, near Sacre Coeur.


La Tour d’Eiffel, as approached from the alley.


Lovely place to read while family takes pictures and decided where to go next.


La Tour d’Eiffel, closer look.


La Seine, as viewed from the Eiffel Tower quite early.


View on Trocadéro from the Eiffel Tower.


La Seine as viewed from the Eiffel Tower at sunset. This can also be seen as my header.


La Tour d’Eiffel at night.


A sparkling Eiffel Tower at night. So happy I saw it just as we were on the perfect photo spot! (Trocadéro)


L’Arc du Triomphe.


One of the many branches of Charles de Gaulles-Étoile, as viewed from the Arc du Triomphe.


La Tour d’Eiffel as seen from l’Arc du Triomphe.


I hope you enjoyed these pictures!

Both travels were really impactful on my life and view on architecture and living, breathing culture in large cities. Both cities are amazing in so many ways, and I hope to someday revisit both of them!


Indefinitely human


Pebbled Beach

Body free but a trapped mind
the deepest pitfall of humankind.
Words coated with sugar but poisonous inside,
as governments fall and rise with the tide.

What once was will always be
the same lock is opened by the same key.
Past and future are reached through one door,
the peaceful unity between rich and poor.

But to confide in truth
is to be shielded by a crumbling roof.
The longer it lasts the more it breaks,
we destroy our shelter at a human pace.


Photograph (Summer ’11) and writing (March ’13) by Lisa Marina.



Catching snowflakes

It was a cold December night, and snow was slowly falling down on earth. Under a dimly shining streetlight a little girl stood, with her arms stretched out before her, trying to catch snowflakes in her palms.

Holly was a beloved, but poor child. Her parents had slowly started the journey to heaven, and Holly did nothing but wander around the streets at night. She had always been a dreamer, seeing the invisible and dreaming about the impossible. Reality, on the other hand, was a place she never belonged in. She looked in fact like a little angel, with her curly blond hair and her bright smile. Every time when Holly returned home at night, finding her parents sick in their beds, she sneaked into their room and crawled under their cover, snuggling in the cozy warmth. Then, every morning she would wake up early and leave the house to sell cookies on the market. Her parents had been sick for a long time, and with no other relatives and no money to take care of them, Holly managed on her own, baking cookies and selling them. Image the burden she had to bear – only 8 years old and struggling with independence.

That evening when I saw her catching snowflakes on the streets, was special. It was Christmas Eve, and Holly was eager for her parents to open their presents and see the Christmas tree she had brought from the forest nearby. She had decorated the tree with things she had found on the street or bought at the market. The star she had put on top of the tree shined as brightly as her smile when she thought about Christmas Eve in anticipation.

Holly started to walk home, greeting every person she met, and sometimes she stayed for a little chat. the old lady next door, Ariana Williams, asked her what she did alone out on the streets on Christmas Eve.
“I was catching snowflakes,” Holly answered and smiled. Ariana smiled and secretly wished she could live as easily as this magical child did.
“I see,” she replied and smiled, “have a wonderful Christmas now, and say hi to your parents from me.” Holly nodded and walked away.

Her house was tiny and old, but Holly loved it. As soon as she opened the wooden door the familiar scent of home welcomed her and she smiled happily. She took her wet shoes off and tip-toed into the living room, where everything was prepared.
The Christmas tree was standing in the corner, right next to the bookshelf and the window. Their cat, Gina, was quietly sleeping under the Christmas tree, amongst the four presents she had been able to purchase. Despite the gloriously looking Christmas tree, the living room looked shabby with its stained, grey walls and only the wooden table with no chairs in it. There was also a sofa in the corner, but it had, just like the walls, started to get mouldy due to the leaking water pipes on the ceiling. Holly took a quick look on the cat’s food in the kitchen, and then sneaked into her parents’ bedroom.

“Wake up, mommy, it’s Christmas Eve,” she whispered and climbed up the bed.
“Daddy, you too, wake up,” she said. A weak groan came from her father, but then both he and her mother sat upright and smiled at her. They looked both very pale, but as soon as they saw her daughter smiling happily at them, their faces regained some colour.
“It’s Christmas Eve, Holly. The time of the year when you can hear the angels sing at night,” her mother said and gave her daughter a hug.
“You need to come and see the living room!” Holly beamed and released herself form her mother’s hug. Her parents smiled and followed her slowly into the living room. As soon as they saw the Christmas tree and the presents, their faces lit up.
“Oh Holly!” her father said and smiled.
“This is beautiful,” her mother agreed. Holly blushed in modesty. What a wonderful child she was, taking care of her family and making everyone she met lucky to be there.

When the presents where unwrapped and Holly and her parents had eaten some of the cookies she had left from the last sale, they all sat on the floor, wrapped in a blanket and looking out of the window. Holly enjoyed being so close to her parents, but she didn’t understand how hard it was for them to be out of bed.

“I need to do something,” Holly suddenly said and left the living room. She didn’t see the exhausted looks on her parents’ faces, and neither did she hear the whispered response of her mother. Quickly, she took on her boots and her jacket and left the house.
Holly ran down the street with a bag full of her last cookies, slipping and falling more than a couple of times. The streets were empty, and the snow was still falling. You could see through the windows into the light up houses, where happy children unwrapped their presents and hugged their parents. You heard the choir singing Christmas carols through the church’s door, and dogs barking in the distance. There were no sounds of cars, and Holly enjoyed the silence. When she turned around the corner, she could see the group of people she had been looking for.

Two women and three men, dressed in dirty, old clothes were warming their hands by a fireplace. When they spotted Holly, one of the women waved.
“Holly! Merry Christmas!” she yelled and welcomed Holly with a hug when she arrived.
“Merry Christmas!” Holly said and took a couple of smaller bags out of her bags. Each of the homeless received a package and thanked her honestly. They were overwhelmed with joy – they had not received anything for Christmas for a long time, and who would not be happy if a cute little girl showed up with cookies for the poor, when she herself wasn’t in a good situation?
“Thank you for the cookies, Holly!” one of the men said when Holly went back home. She had done what she did every year at Christmas time – thought about someone else and made someone happy. That was what Christmas was about for her, to make life better for someone else. But when Holly entered her house again and walked into the living room, she found her parents laying on the floor, dead. Dead was such a strong word for her then, and she did not understand its true meaning, but she did know that she would never hear her parents speak again. She fell down on her knees, tears silently flowing down her cheeks and falling to the floor. Her life was like catching snowflakes – as she reached out her hands to someone, he or she was already gone. Holly covered their bodies with the blanket, and cried herself to sleep that night.

It was a cold December night, and snow was slowly falling down on earth. Under a dimly shining streetlight a little girl stood, with her arms stretched out before her, trying to catch snowflakes in her palms.
“Mommy, I heard you and daddy sing last night.” she whispered and glanced at the drop of water in her hand, that once had been a snowflake.

Photograph & Short story by Lisa Marina.

Just once

Even a mere whisper from you keeps me awake,

illuminates my darkness like a candle in the moonlight.

But the thought of your name alone,

puts me isolated into ignorance.

Is it really love or just an imaginary scream

for warmth and the halo of your perfect smile?


The desire for your lips makes me tremble,

the wish for your love curses me.

A dance under the clear nightsky,

hand in hand and heart in heart.

Your breath freezes my movement, your tenderness destroys me.

But still I am so certain,

that this is not love.



Photograph (Summer ’11) & Writing (November ’12) by Lisa Marina.

Fly away

You whispered goodbye, I waved farewell

the bird flew away, across the sea

that had parted us for so long

I don’t recall being close to you ever before.

Fly away, let the tide turn us apart,

like so many times before.

Fly away, let the time heal your wounds,

but mine were left to stay.



Photograph (Summer ’11) & Writing (November ’12) by Lisa Marina.

The Photograph was taken in Falkenberg, Sweden.

Fragile Grace


I want to watch the night turn light blue
but only together with you.
I’d like to see the stars shine bright
but only if you hold me tight.

I painted the clouds a bright pink,
while doing so I did not think.
It seemed natural and supposed to be,
like the love between you and me.

I watched the rainbow turn from violet to red,
thinking how few tears I had shed.
Since I felt your warm embrace,
I know I had found love’s grace.

Photograph (Summer ’11) & Writing (November ’12) by Lisa Marina.

The photograph was taken in Falkenberg, Sweden.